Go Back Snowball
Calling Zero
2002, The Fading Captain Series
I was born in 1976, which puts me at the perfect age to have been an insufferable indie rock dork in the 90s.
When I wasn’t in rock clubs with my arms folded, I was getting into serious discussions about whether or not Sonic Youth still “matter” and other fascinating topics (zzzzzzzzz…) like that. I also constantly needed to flex my music “knowledge”. All that I did was spend a little too much time at the record store, but I acted like I’d walked on the goddamn moon. I was a ball of insecurities and I had no good reason to be arrogant about anything, so I filled that vacant space with my super-awesome music opinions. I thought that I had shocking and unique views. Now I’m cool and I have something to say.
Why couldn’t I just be a human being? Why did I have something to prove all of the time?
Eh, youth. The only thing that I miss about it is being able to eat a whole pizza and not feel like shit for the rest of the day.
I’m not saying that everyone who was into indie rock at the time shared my malfunctions. I’m also not putting down the music itself. 90s indie rock was a good thing that revealed possibilities and expanded horizons. People had great times with that music.
Some of it even holds up, though there’s so much that I can’t listen to anymore without recalling what a Cringe Machine I was. It was a full-time job for me back then. It kept me so occupied that I didn’t have any time to get into Superchunk.
Maybe I just haven’t heard the right songs. Maybe I haven’t given enough time to what I have heard. Maybe it’s because Superchunk never, to my battered memory, played North Texas during the peak of my live show-going (1996 to 2000), Maybe I’m a giant idiot (always and forever a possibility).
And this is how I approach this lovely record by Go Back Snowball, an album that follows Life Starts Here like spring follows winter.